4:53 p.m./5:04, 2004-01-01
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If you would just open your eyes, you could see all that needs to be seen. There would be no more confusion. No need for yelling. But you can't open your eyes yet- you have to get used to the darkness. Appreciate it. Yes, I said appreciate it. There are some wondeful things about the darkness; you learn a lot about yourself. The big thing is taking what you learned from the darkness and applying to everything else.
They all tell me to enjoy this, this definite normalcy. I don't know how. How can I, when I know everything is about to change? As much as I would like to be, I'm not the laid-back. I fight.
My family- what can I say. I would write about them, but I get enough of them as it is. This is my place to delve deeper in what I wish to reveal, and to shed light on the things I don't.
I'm worried about what's going on in the world. Why these are all blowing up (literally and figuratively).
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