1:36 p.m., 2003-11-02
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When He Looks Outside
by Sour Amethyst
{When he looks outside
at the stars
he wishes for answers,
from the bottom of his heart.}
When he stares at the wall,
oh so intense
are his feelings
of loneliness
which have only begun
When he looks at others,
he never understands
why they get what they want
why they get to lead the normal life,
and why he must be the only man
who never will
He knows not to utter a word of his secret,
such would be fatal
Yet, one cannot conceal
what he must
someday reveal
He knows it�s his calling,
his mission, his purpose
But- how can he deal with
what won�t bring itself to the surface
Looks like he has no choice
Looks like he is alone
Outside, to others,
he is but a normal guy
they do not realize all the hurt
inside
Outside, they know not his future
Nor his past
They choose not to care,
and they all shuffle along,
so unaware
When they assume the truth
they miss out
on what they could see
and what would come out
When it comes
and it surely will,
they will all be in a standstill
Begging for his help,
to save them from this hell
{When he looks outside
at the stars
he wishes for answers,
from the bottom of his heart.}
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